.Tuesday, December 13, 2005 ' 3:01 AM Y
One day, this I promise myself, I will really leave this house and never step into again. Never to face all these nonsense and never have the take all this crap from her. Ever. Sometimes, living in that place is simply hell for me. Never a moment of peace. Its so tiring. Sometimes I honestly believe that it would be simply easier to die in my sleep or something like that. But no. Not now. I have other things to achieve in my life; I have yet to experience many new and fun things. I still want my revenge. Oh god. That sounds so damn serious its scary. But I can't think of any other way to put it. Oh whatever. Lets just leave this alone for the time being. I am so damn pissed off. My powerpets account. Frozen just like that. What is this? Almost two year of effort and time. Gone. Just like that. As in, *poof* and everything's gone. And all this, the doing of a trusted friend. Almost like a brother. I don't care what explanation he gives. I don't care whether he did it on purpose or whether it was purely an accident. He's got me on his warpath. I can't believe it. Its as though something inside me has gone numb. With what? I don't know. The next three days. Our chalet. Finally. But will I really be able to enjoy myself? I am so very tired. 4 hours of sleep is taking its toll. All these f***ing problems are taking its toll. When can all this end?