.Saturday, March 04, 2006 ' 10:31 PM Y
Don't know what to do anymore. Everything seems so bleak. Death looks like the best thing that could ever happen to me. And no. Please don't think that I'm trying to gain sympathy or anything again. I'm really tired. I don't know what to do. I want to understand you, but you're shutting me out. Tell me what I should do. And no. Please don't get upset or offended by this post. Its the shortest ever. Because I don't know what to say anymore.