.Tuesday, June 20, 2006 ' 9:53 PM Y
Yup! I changed my blog's template. Finally. Hope you guys can finally see my tagboard now. I don't know whether anyone will notice... But I didn't change much of the original template... Just added in the things in my profile and all that... and even those were directly copied over from my previous blog template... I guess that because I don't really see the need to make any changes. After all, I haven't changed much. My life hasn't changed much. So my blog will remain almost unchanged too. Haha. And the good thing about not making huge changes is that I don't have to spend so much time on the editing... It was almost like a "one-shot okay" kinda thing. And I'm satisfied so far. I'll only change when I see the need to. Okay I'm finally deciding to continue with the story I was writing... Haha... I know I simply stopped updating for a long time and I'm really sorry about that... But I don't think it was anything significant... right? I mean like... who actually reads? But alright... I'll update just to make myself happy. And prove myself wrong that I never get anything done completely. Haha. I'll get right down to updating it after I finish blogging here. I wonder how's SQ. Haha. Nope I haven't forgotten you, gor... And I seriously suspect that you've blocked me on MSN. *Sighs* There's nothing I can do about that... But I'll get my message across from here. I'm sorry I blew you off Saturday. But I promise I'll try to make it up to you as best as I can. And stop saying things like you're used to it and all that stuff. Its tiring to hear all that. I know you're feeling hurt, upset and angry right now. But I don't think that's reason enough to be blowing up at everyone. Excuse me if I sound selfish or anything. But we spent a long time building up our bond. I don't think its fair for you to throw everything aside with just one decision to detach yourself from everyone. I seriously don't think I did anything to deserve that. And more importantly, I don't think its worth it to lose you just like that. I'm trying to make things between us okay. But you're making it a tedious job. Maybe while you're thinking that we should understand you more, you could also sit back and think about how we need you to understand us. I guess you're probably going to get angry at me for saying this but seriously, its just something I have to say. I mean... if you can say whatever you like on your blog and not spare anyone's feelings then I guess I have the right to do the same. Sorry for any offense. Its just purely how I feel. Urgh... Now I'm starting to feel tired again... But okay... I promised to update my story so I'll go and do just that before I go to bed. Here's an early goodnight!
