<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/plusone.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d19121411\x26blogName\x3dSweet+Sweet+Love\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLACK\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttp://rain-of-rubies.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://rain-of-rubies.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d4039630886989369132', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
.Thursday, June 01, 2006 ' 9:53 PM Y
Today's post just a boring little update. 'Cause I've got nothing better to do at the moment. Well anyways... I got my report book back today, with some nice comments from my teacher. I'm not satisfied with my results though. For my own privacy I won't disclose how bad they are, but just a hint. That kind of results are not going to get me anywhere I want to go. Holiday lessons officially started today. I was late for the first class. So not a good start. I overslept and had to get a cab to school. What a waste of money. Oh did I mention that the first lesson was Social Studies? B-O-R-I-N-G... But at least I did pay attention. No, don't laugh. I really did pay attention. Mainly because there wasn't anyone to talk to anyways. Next up was Accounts. New chapter. Well umm... I think I understand most of the lesson. But towards the end I was so tired I simply fell asleep. Sheesh... I couldn't help it... On top of my tiredness there was this really comfortable air-conditioned room... Who could resist? Then I had oral practise for Chinese. Went pretty well. The teacher said I could read fluently, just that my speed of reading was too fast. Keke. And my oral conversation was much better than the last time. But I still felt nervous. Even though it was just a practice. I had a hard time forcing myself to look at the teacher instead of staring out the window. Just hope that I'll be able to do as well for my O Levels' oral exam. Its in about... three weeks' time I think. Scary...

Well then. As usual I went blog hopping. Who else's but QR and SQ? Nothing much to say to them both, except that as long as they think what they're doing right now will truly make them happy then go ahead. But if whatever you're doing only causes you more pain, then maybe its time to start reconsidering your decisions, and to think to other ways to accept things that you don't want to face. That's called reality, although it can be cruel... Oh and... To SQ... I really don't want to argue. No offense. But I don't see the point. You're stubborn. I am too. We've both got our temper and our beliefs that we are not wrong. If you really think that I've been neglecting you, then maybe I really have. After all if I haven't, you wouldn't have developed this sort of thinking, right? But I'm just hoping that you'll give me another chance to make amends. Please stop rejecting every single person from this "group". Not everyone is as cold as you think. And don't argue that you'll still be contacting ZX. Come on. How often do you guys really talk? Oh nevermind. I guess I don't really have the right to say this.

Sometimes I really wonder at how easy it is for some people to want to estrange themselves from a group of people so easily. I'm not specifically referring to anyone here, just being general. I mean... after so many years of friendship, can one really give it all up just like that? I know I'll never be able to do that. But I do agree that it would be great to be able to "start living" all over again. It basically means that you're walking on a whole new path towards a future totally different from the one you used to envision. I've been wondering for a very long time. Wondering how it would be like to be able to lose my memory. Its almost like rebirth. You start finding yourself again, start learning things. Although there'll be a little bit of helplessness but it also means that you get to start your life all over again. I think I would really like that alot. Maybe some of you would argue that, hey, wouldn't you be curious and want to start finding your memory again? Well I guess so... But then that process takes time, and by the time you've found all your past memories, you probably won't get affected much. Yea true. As you lose the sadder memories, you lose the happier ones as well. But then it'll be up to you to create more happier memories, right?

Okay whatever. I'm just spewing crap. All this nonsense about memories. I'm seriously getting demented. And oh don't I love my title for today's blog. Hahas. Its just as crappy as the content. Well-matched!



*MaKiNo AyAnO TsUkUsHi -
*born 10th November -
*PrOud LittLe ScOrpioN -
*StuBBorN & quIcK-teMpeRed -
*FoRgivEs bUt NeVeR foRgEts -
*cOntAct hEr at tough_jennifer@hotmail.com -


*a New laPpY
*tRaveLs aRouNd tHe wOrLd
*vOcaL lEssOnS
*a KeYbOarD
*to LivE in RiChmOnd,B.C



-=*QiU rUi*=-
-=*ShAo QiU*=-
-=*LaY fEnG*=-

> -=*Gabrylo*=-



-=*AlEc Su*=-
-=*JiMMy LiN*=-
-=*LeO kU*=-
-=*ShOw LuO*=-
-=*KiNgOnE wAnG*=-
-=*KeLlY pOoN*=-
-=*RaInIe YaNg*=-
-=*RuBy LiN*=-

-=*JaCk NeO*=-
-=*LaO zHa BoR*=-
-=*Mc KiNg*=-
-=*KeNnY sIa*=-

Past AcQuainTanCes

Past Acquaintances

-=*ShYaNg LoNg*=-
-=*JaSmInE tAn*=-
-=*RuI cHeNg*=-
-=*JiAn WeI*=-
-=*JuN mInG*=-
-=*LiAnG hAo*=-
-=*JiAn XiOnG*=-
-=*XuE yInG*=-


November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
November 2010
December 2010
March 2011
May 2011
June 2012
August 2012
February 2013
March 2013
April 2013
May 2013
July 2013


designer & editer of codes; x
base codes; x
image hosting; x
fonts; x
images; x
edited with photoshop CS2