.Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ' 5:14 AM Y
I'm so happy right now. After many repeated attempts, Spira finally managed to defeat the Guild Quest boss at 3.33am. Even better. Gray and I didn't die at all. Heh heh. And Happy Birthday HUBBY!!! Muahahaha.
Okay la... I was talking about MapleStory. Keke. Now I too high to care about maintaing my usual way of blogging liao... My left eye keep hurting.
After 3 days of orientation, school has finally started. The timetable is quite confusing. Up till now I still can't figure out how its supposed to be read. Haha. Didn't go to school yesterday though. No tutorials and workshops for the 1st week. Anyways, I don't feel like talking about school, because there's really nothing much to talk about. I'll just post some pictures of the orientation later.
Sunday was fun. Went to Sentosa with QR, BC, SK, ZH, Ben, Van and Hubby. Water and Benedict from Spira came too. We spent the whole afternoon at Siloso Beach playing basketball, beach soccer, and soaking ourselves in the sea. Fun fun fun. But now I have a patch of itchy rash on my left calf and a very badly burnt shoulder. Ouch. There were points of time where I was really quite pissed off. Or should I say, wronged. Nothing related to the whole trip to Sentosa. Just some snippets of the conversations we all had. 1stly what I'd like to say is that please stop blaming me for flaming SQ. Stop saying that I started this quarrel or that quarrel. Regarding his tagboard, I just would like to clarify that I made that comment with no intentions of starting any quarrel. So STOP blaming me for it okay? STOP saying that I shouldn't have tried to start a quarrel. I did NOT try to start anything and it is NOT my fault if he decides to interpret anything I say negatively. Come on man... If today I were to go up to him and say Hello, he'd probably think I was trying to be sarcastic. So would that be my fault for saying Hello to him? Just because I don't sign off with a "Haha" or a smiley face does not mean I'm picking a fight. And as for the entire post dedicated to flaming him, that was eons ago. If both of us have called a truce, why bring that up?
Another thing I've been wondering about for these two days. What do people really see me as? What do the people around me really think of me? Is it because I'm bigger sized so I look like a giant who only has brute force and no gentleness? Just because I have more strength than other normal girls, does it mean that I cannot control my strength? I admit that during play I tend to overexert my strength. But I thought the whole point of playing was to give it your best shot? Apparently, it doesn't look that way to me now. I'm always accused to hurting this person and that person. As though I purposely meant to hurt him/her. Is it because I'm not the kind of girl who faint at the tiniest prod? That's why I'm regarded as a dangerous character who will cause the people around me to be injured easily? If so then next time should I also pretend to be weak; to be fragile, so that people will also see that I'm not made of metal? Pushing me to one side because I have accidentally knocked down someone hurts more than scraping my knee. Pointing fingers at me hurts more than just punching me back. I don't deny that somehow, I never seem to get hurt, but is that my fault too? I'm just really confused and hurt by some of your actions. Stop jumping to conclusions without even giving me a chance to defend myself. I know I don't mean anything to you, but at least consider my feelings as a human can? Oh whatever. I'm so acting like an attention seeker. Bleahs. The bottomline is, I also hurt too okay? But it doesn't matter. Like what I said to QR, I really believe that time heals all wounds. Not by letting you forget, but by letting you move on. No one can ever really forget the past. But we all learn to get on with life. Okay I'm so going out of the point.
I'm getting really tired already. Still have school later so I better get to bed. Here are the orientation pictures I promised:
Me with Regina. SO act cute. Haha.
Me with Evelyn. Chio BU!!!
ME with Estella. Keke.
Dennis, with a mouth full of food
The five of us joining our fingers together to form a star
eating at Taka on the last day after the orientation
Jing Yi (a.k.a Mr Babylon) and Dennis.
My boyfriend.
OOOPS. Wrong picture. Haha. The picture don't look very nice because 1. I didn't photoshop them, and 2. I was too lazy to resize all of them properly. ^.^!
