.Thursday, November 15, 2007 ' 11:42 PM Y
Friends will always remain friends. We all need time to leave behind past episodes, and perhaps, this is one of those instances. Maybe one day, I will remove all those defensive armour again and all barriers will be dissolved. To be honest, I don't even know how come we end up being angry at each other. To me, I'm just pissed that everytime, people are approaching me on your behalf instead of you coming to me yourself. Is is really so hard to come to me and say that you really need help?I need to reflect too. Did Ben and BC really mean what they said? Because those 2 sentences keep replaying themselves in my mind like some out-of-order video tape. If it was said in a moment of anger, does that make it any less true? After all, don't people normally blurt out their actual feelings when they're feeling angry? Its not that I wasn't sincere in talking things out. But if you ask me, I don't even where the whole problem is. So what is there to talk out about? Suddenly, when you ask me to talk, I couldn't think of anything. So at the end of the day, are we just kicking a fuss out of nothing? The foundation is there. Right. So are we doing too much or too little, to the point that we keep thinking that something is wrong? Could it be that we were just too senstive and let our thoughts run in all sorts of dramatic directions?