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.Thursday, November 29, 2007 ' 12:34 PM Y

I don't think I've ever felt as utterly lonely and invisible as today. And for the first time I realised that loneliness doesn't literally mean being on your own. It means that you're surrounded by hundreds and thousands on people and you know that none of them are people you can turn to. And the only person who cares enough is duty-bound and unable to be by your side.

Its the first time ever since I stepped into NP that I had to try to blink back that bit of hateful, wretched wetness attempting to escape from my eyes. I supposed its my own fault really, because I keep letting the tiniest obstacles get me down. I'm really trying, but its tough. Even tougher than fighting some terminally ill disease. Serious. Because for the latter, all you have are 2 options. Either you get well or you die. Simple.

I guess I should stop being so depressed and find something I can do to cheer myself up, but there is seriously nothing to do. No kidding. Unless I go to the library and load myself with books again. What kind of pathetic existence am I living man... Damn sians.

All this depression probably should be attributed to the monthly Girls-Only privilege, a point of time where we girls/women can just be as bitchy, depressed, crazy and nerve-wrecking(towards others) and get away with it. Why? Because PMS is incurable. Muahahaha. =P

Okay lah. Supposedly time to stop crapping. I know just the thing to cheer me up. Keke. I'm off to Tudou! ^^

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