.Wednesday, January 09, 2008 ' 5:22 PM Y
Don't even try to ask my about IAC. I kind of screwed up my part. My nerves were really taut and the pressure was just too much. So sorry to the team, that I did not talk too well. But I am NOT sorry for making my own amendments to the conclusion because the slip of paper which Pearlyn gave to me and expected me to read from simply did NOT make any sense. LMS was better, mainly because I felt more comfortable around the teacher, and also because I kept an even tighter control on myself, killing the butterflies in my stomach cruelly. Haha. And the LMS teacher actually said that I improved from my last presentation. I'm giving the idea of going to Ms Sen for counselling very serious consideration. But I'm still hesitant, because I don't want to be disappointed. And also because I kind of predict that I will most probably end up like an utter, complete fool who doesn't even have a general idea of what she's talking about. Maybe the only cure for me to be hypnotised into forgetting all this jumble of thoughts in my head.Friends by now may already have received Facebook invitations from me. Haha. Fine. I finally succumbed to the "trend", but talk about addiction to the site, and I'll tell you honestly, no way, definitely not me. Still very new everything, and exploring gives me a headache. Somehow, I just can't stop and not do anything even for a second. I want to relex, but sitting around aimlessly makes my thoughts go wild, and I'm too distraught right now to really know what I'm thinking or doing. Even during sleep, my mind refuses to let me take a break. Oh shit. This post is like rotten rojak. My humble apologies. I promise that from the next post onwards, I will try my very best to stem the flow of negativity that I'm putting into my blog.
