.Monday, January 14, 2008 ' 1:09 AM Y
So many freaking thing to do. I'm getting muddle-headed. Keep forgetting this and that, to the point where I have to write down every single task just in case I forget what I have to do. I accepted my 6th student on Saturday, which officially puts my monthly income over 1k. But that also means that my social life is going to be almost non-existent, not that I have that much of a life right now. People ask me why I keep stressing out myself by working so much. To be honest, I don't know either. I guess I just enjoy the feeling of rushing here and there. Its like a rythm that my body is already used to, and it isn't willing to stop. So next time you hear me cmplaining about being stressed, don't mind me. Projects will be due soon, and its a major rush to complete one project after another, preparing for presentations as though my life depends on them. The next few weeks are going to be crammed with work and studies.After 24th Jan, things should finally settle down, but that's still almost 2 weeks away. Maybe I should start a countdown. Tomorrow morning, I'll be meeting my LMS tutor for counselling. Haha. After years of contemplating the idea, I finally decided to put it into action. I have no idea at all what to expect, and deep down, I'm also afraid that I might be sorely disappointed. Macroeconomics test 2 tomorrow, and I haven't studied. I have to score enough to pull up my test 1, which I failed. Somehow, I have a bad feeling about it. But still have to try though. Good luck to me tomorrow.
