.Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ' 5:29 AM Y
I just found out some really shocking "news". Kinda like another repeat of semester 2's projectwork while I was at NP. Just that this one is slightly worse. I guess sometimes I should just stop living in denial. You know, stop lying to myself. And while I can't blame anyone because I chose to find out, I'm still thankful that I now know the absolute truth. While I am still upset, allow me to continue ranting. Apparently SOME people still cannot understand my choice of quitting NP and choosing to do ACCA instead. Perhaps these people are traditional and think that private schools are inferior compared to government schools. Whereas I don't really care what others think of my decision, I do think that at least you can be SINCERE and wish me luck. Thank you though, for letting me see through you. Anyway, today, while shuttling from one student's place to another as usual, I suddenly thought about the possibilities of getting a new job and I realised that I'm actually afraid of going out and meeting new people again. I've never been good at communicating with others, and after being a home tutor for a year, whereby the only people I interact face-to-face to are my students and sometimes their parents, its going to be so much more difficult for me to have to interact with many people all of a sudden. That's why I'm considering getting another part time job. Not to tire myself out or anything, but more to let me "hone" my interpersonal skills. My brain is still in a really huge messy whirl right now so I'm just going back to Youtube. Haha. Watching variety shows again. To the certain people who have destroyed my mood, I hope that they get their just rewards.