After such a long long time of not planning any major outings, just organising a Kbox session for 3 people was a huge headache. Glad that I've got all the details worked out. Jinwen, please don't back out k?
The more I get to know JW, the more I realise how much like her I was in the past. And I honestly can't believe how much I've managed to change over 2 years, and how goddamned bloody patient Dear has been with me. I think if I was in his position, I would have given up long long ago. So now I must persevere; learn to control my temper, remain patient and not flare up so easily. Sorry to JW that I sounded pretty pissed off today, but I think you know the reason why lah.
I'm happy to see from your blog that you actually thought about what I told you today, but I really hope you can actually DO something about it. Regarding army boy and T., you have to make up your mind soon, because its no point dragging and dragging and making yourself miserable. And even you can be together with T., there's no harm being friends right? Its not going to be the end of the world. As for his character, he just IS like this. Not just to you, but to everyone. So why should it bother you? If you think its a tedious process then just let yourself relax!
Anyway, I'm just going to end off with yet another video Dear recommended to me.
For all Final Fantasy fans:
ஜLost in darkest blue Endless labyrinths weaving though Will you stagger on, with no star to light your way? Share with me your tears All your troubles and deepest fears I remember when you chased all my shadows away
ஜWon't you take my hand? Come away with me from this land Let me give to you all that you have given to me Fly horizon bound Find the moon behind darkening clouds Even far apart, know our souls together will be
ஜWhen the storm draws nigh Dreams will shatter before your eyes Know that you're not alone When the battle starts I will comfort your restless heart You'll know that you are home
ஜWhen your stars stop shining Endless vines around you winding Know that you're not alone I will give my all So your tears will no longer fall Down, down on sorrow's stone
ஜLook into my eyes All eternity you will find In this fragile heart, know that you will always belong Shout into the night Show the darkness that you will fight Hopeless you may feel, but inside I know you are strong
ஜKeep me in your heart So we'll never be far apart Let the bonds of love break these chains imprisoning you Always you will findShadows lingering close behind Lift your spirits now, We shall be together soon ══════════════════════════════