.Monday, October 06, 2008 ' 1:08 AM Y
I don't wanna go to Shenzhen! Don't ask me why, when I finally have the opprtunity of going overseas again. Somehow, the idea of going on a trip with my family doesn't sound that appealing. And I don't like the feeling of being manipulated. Like I have to go just because they dictate it so. I have the feeling that I'll be forced to go no matter what, but that doesn't mean I have to give in without a fight, right? If they can't start treating me like an 18-year old and respect that I have MY life and MY ideas, then don't expect me to respect them back. Not even if they're my parents. And for goodness sake, they have TWO daughters, not one. So stop listening to every single thing one says and ignoring the fact that the other actually has a brain too. OMG I've so freaking frustrated now that I can't blog coherently. Good movies-Painted Skin, Eagle Eye, The House Bunny- have been exhausted and nothing interesting seems to be coming up next week. Boring~ But YAY! Pay is coming in 2 days and I'm going singing! Plus, I have TWO days off next week. And I have my eye on a new jacket. Happy thinks, but I STILL don't wanna go to Shenzhen. Can they STOP forcing their will on me? Just because she's behaving like the model daughter and I'm slightly different doesn't mean I'm immature and stupid. URGH!!!!