.Monday, November 10, 2008 ' 1:25 AM Y
Happy 18th birthday to ME~ Hahas. And before anyone starts asking, NO I am not considering taking my driver's license just yet. For what? I don't envision driving any time in the near future; public transport is perfectly fine by me. For now, at least. =)One day I hope to achieve the level of "enlightenment" that Dear has achieved. Even now, I still tend to hold on and expect too much of friendships. Even after all those "lessons" drilled into me, I still forget every now and then. Damn SIAN lah. Why is it that in every single friendship between females, there must be some sort of politics? Why can't friendship just be simple; why can't two individuals just give and take, and understand that we all have our lives, need our space? Why is it so hard to perform a simple favour that costs you absolutely nothing at all? Why do relationships between two similar species have to be so very complicated? Up till now, I still cannot fully understand the answers to these questions. I still cannot fully accept the truth that human relationships are more about advantages and benefits than for the simple feeling. Maybe for that reason, I want to delve deeper into psychology. To learn, to understand, and hopefully to finally accept. Anyways~ Kbox this Tuesday. And pizza for dinner. Haha. I can feel my wallet cringing already. But I'm really looking very much forward to the day. Just hope things don't screw up yet again. People always say Sweet Sixteen, but I think, for me 18 is sweeter. Determined to remain happy and positive~ Off to cheer myself with another episode of Miss No Good. HAHA.
