.Sunday, October 11, 2009 ' 3:46 AM Y
I don't know why I'm still up at this time when I've got lotsa stuff to do tomorrow. Or rather, later today. Its William's wedding dinner today and the whole company will be attending! Whee~! Pretty excited. Its the first time I've attended the wedding of someone who's not related to me. Going out to do my nails later, and get a new cardigan. My bad for stretching my already tight budget, but its a special occasion. So I'm excused. xD
Yesterday was another -nua-at-home day. Let's see. I woke up at 11.30, used my sis' laptop for an hour plus, and went back to sleep until 5.30. Then had a huge quarrel with them and went back to sleep at 7 and woke up nealy 4 hours later. LOL. In total I think I slept for close to 20 hours, but the weird thing is, I still have VERY dark circles under my eyes. Wtf? And I think I STILL can sleep some more.
I'm hoping to drop by Iluma for a shrot taiko session later. Haven played in weeks and I think I'm losing my touch. So many people have been passing all the hard songs whereas I'm still stuck at 9 stars. Frustrated with myself. URGH!
I really need to take some time off to relax. Been really stressed out for the past month or so, and its affecting my mind and body. Why is it just so hard to have a normal life like so many others? I really don't understand. Why is it that I just can't be like a normal girl with normal troubles and normal stuff to worry about? Why is it so hard for me to want something, to be able to own something that I really really like a lot? WHY? I really don't think I'm asking for too much...
Nothing much to blog about really... Just updating for the sake of it. Please forgive all the jumbled nonsense. Back to sleep and all my weird dreams. Yesterday night I dreamt that I bet a hundred bucks on Man-U. Maybe later I'm gonna dream that I won I million dollars from some ulu lottery. Who knows?
