.Wednesday, March 24, 2010 ' 11:10 PM Y
I just deleted off the whole chunk of what I'd been typing for the past one hour.
I simply have no idea why I always get so distracted when I'm blogging and it results in seriously crappy content. Even though I have a very clear outline of what I want to say, it still comes out as crap. And its the same when I try to put my story ideas into words. Seriously! How I ever passed my English compositions is beyond me.
I don't believe things like writing can actually be thought, but neither do I believe that I cannot write. Yet somehow I just can't manage to phrase my sentences and words the way I want them to be. DAMN FRUSTRATING!
By the way, I just read Xiaxue's blog. KNN that woman has got everything man! Merely ROM also got sponsor. Somemore all the stuff ain't cheap okay! Yeah I'm SO mad jealous because I'd love to get sponsored and save all that few thousands too!
Food for thought: Why are the already rich people (a.k.a celebrities) being sponsored while the already poor still have to pay for every single damned thing? Precisely they're rich, they can AFFORD to be paying for whatever they want. Its the POOR who needs all these freebies sponsors lor! People like me! AHEM. xD
Totally random: Today while sms-ing Dear, I told him my ambition is to become a housewife. We started discussing terms and I have decided he shall have to give me a $2k allowance per month just to cook dinner and massage for him. 5 day week. xDDD
And for umpteenth time, can someone really go and invent the Pensieve? I need a way to get all that gazillion chunk of random thoughts and memories out of my brain to clear space!
Alright! Off to watch one episode of 宮心計 and then bedtime.
P.S. No idea why I'm so 'high' today. =(