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十二天的再見。。。

第一天:
一上飛機就開始莫名的掉眼淚了。是太久沒見面了嗎?怎麼感覺坐在我旁邊的男人好像變得好陌生了呢?


明明知道這是我們最後一次一起出國了,應該開心一點的珍惜的。明明知道

曾經,我們是多麼讓人羨慕的一對。如今,卻變成了最熟悉的陌生人。

原來深愛卻得不到是這麼痛苦的。


原來痛哭是可以無淚的。

原來把自己按壓在水缸的那一刻,身體還是不想放棄的。 

原來人的生存慾望真的那麼的強,但現在我真的不知道有什麼理由生存下去。

知道這麼做非常的傻,但就是累得好像放棄一切。感覺好像整個世界都塌下來了。真的不知道要怎樣去面對。。。

第二天:
到了東京,Check-in 了去年來的時候,同樣的一間飯店。房間裝潢沒有改變,但感覺卻完完全全的不一樣了。好糟糕的心情。原本計畫的行程因為睡過頭而沒照着走。

哭得好痛,哭得好累。

姐妹們說,算了,當作最後一場美好的回憶。姐妹們罵我傻,我何嘗不知?姐妹们说,醒醒吧,別再發白日夢了。可是我沒力氣讓自己從那谷底站起來。一個我那麼愛的人,一個曾經愛過我的人。 

曾經的愛,曾經的山盟海誓。

曾經說過要一起到老,一起退休環遊世界。

曾經為他做的那麼多,都不算什麼了嗎?

多十天的等待。他的答案真的會是我想聽的嗎?如果真的不是,我能忍住不崩潰嗎? 

做人真的好煩。。。

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