.Monday, March 11, 2013 ' 2:06 AM Y
Blogging on a new laptop after my old VAIO died. This new one takes a little getting used to, but 2 hours into it, I hate Windows 8 already. I'm not the kind who likes so much detailed customisation. I don't fiddle in-depth with IT products. I want it easy and straightforward and figuring out Win8 kills too many of my brain cells.
People say that if you cry too much, your eyes might go blind. I hope mine aren't taking too much damage.
How did we come to such a pass? I really don't know. Its really pointless to try and blame anyone or anything now; I just hope that at the end of the day things can really work out. Please, if there's really a God out there. I may not be an angel, but I don't believe that I'm really so sinful that I don't deserve to have a happy ending.
Nowadays I can hardly do much without thinking and thinking about our relationship. Obsessing about how we can move forward and truly find happiness. I cry more easily than a pregnant woman. During the day, I have to be strong. I have to hide the tears and put on my smiles. But at night, the tears flow and I find myself crying for hours on end. What will remain of me if he decides to let me go? I really can't imagine.